Okay, I have decided that every Friday, I will watch non-stop Anime so I can get caught up. Yeah, that is settled. Maybe tomorrow I will go do something with my father since he's off of work. I have no idea what we should do. *thinks* Ahh, we can go to my grandparents' house! A couple days ago I went to Toys R Us and my grandpy said he can take me there again. But... I hate Toys R Us! I looked everywhere and they had no cool things! But apperarenly at my age, things there do not spark my interest anymore. Geez, there is probably barely any stores that excite me. So I guess I'll do research to find places I can go with my dad.
Whenever someone asks what I want for Christmas, I just ask for a credit card to buy things off eBay, I really want my cosplay hobby to be set off, but I need things! I think I can go to the store and buy one of those gft credit cards for myself, it'll be my birthday present from myself.
Yesterday my old, old friend (we don't talk much) came up to me and asked why I was sitting alone. (This was before school started, in the early morning.) I replyed because there's no one to sit next to. She couldn't hear me and commented that I am weird. I sat , bored and my sorta-new friend named Daysha came up to me and we talked.
Did you know I like being called "weird"? It is a compliment for me because I choose to stand out and be different, not like everyone that wants to fit in. Weird. I have no idea how many times people have said that word to me. Okay, let me see why I am weird... I like Japan? I like anime? My dad bought me a book that is $20? I want to go to Canada? Is it that I sit at my computer all day and do absolutley nothing? I have to ask next time.
Yesterday and the day before, in a class at about 3rd period, I was called "emo", once again. I ignore the questions I get and just look away. Am I "emo" because I was laying my chin on my books and not smiling? Well, I was bored. And I do not have to smile all the frekin' time. I think it was because my hair was straight and covering some of my eye. Does that make someone "emo"? The people calling me "emo" think that all "emo" people are cutters. And asked if I cut myself, they think it's funny and stupid. For example, when they hear a story of someone cutting themselves, they laugh and say, "Well they're dumb for hurting themselves, why would you do that?", and they mimic the movements of cutting their arms. I don't think they want pain, they are in pain and want out of it. And there are other reasons too, I guess. A lot of people in my school are very judgemental. It doesn't hurt me but it does hurt others.
I'll post something later.
~The "emo" and "weird" girl.
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I know what you mean about what people think of "emos" and "cutters". It really gets to me. People cut because, I think, it's a way to let out the emotions that they cannot express. I hate how people just laugh at that, and don't stop to think that the reason that they are cutting is because they are in incredible pain... They should help them, not laugh at them.
ReplyDeleteActually, I wrote about this on deviantART... I think I'll copy that post into my blog. We really need to help raise awareness on this subject.
Yes, awareness!
ReplyDeleteEmo is supposed to be a style of music and I was called emo a few times because my bangs where on one side.
ReplyDeleteI don't like it how people have a lack of knowledge and think that everything that has to do with rock music is "emo".
Emo doesn't define me because of my hair. =_=;; Being labeled sucks.
My friend used to cut herself and it's wrong... and sad. :[
Oh and I don't think people find it funny because people cut themselves- it's the reasons why.
People find it ridiculous to see a girl cutting herself because of teenage/adolescent problems. Now, some teens really do have problems, but a lot don't. They think they do, though.
WEEEE!!!!
Weird-ness is cool. I love being cool weird!
People are asking what you want for Christmas, already? Poor, poor Thanksgiving.
I love thanksgiving and all the food. Mmmmm.
Sorry if this comment is too long.
Oh, and for the emo parts-
ReplyDeleteI didn't mean your school, just people in general.
Nice long comment! XD
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